3 times already.
yesterday, i was testing her, whether she still can be trust a not *even though her face look so trustworthly*.
she is one of my close friends ever since sec 2. im trying to forget the days she betrayed me twice. now, i manage to put it down.
well, yesterday, i told her a mini secret about HIM2 and i. i was thinking, if she betrayed be again, forget about believing her, unless she prove it to me that she can be trusted. lols. =)
anywayx, at around 7am++~ i told her so called "secret". then i went back to do my work.
after awhile, *orange reach sch le. she went to *apple's seat and chit chat with her.
suddenly, at round 7.25am, *orange shouted HIS2 name LOUDLY. i turned back and look at *apple. she looked away. DUHS. fine. it's juz a mini secret *i dun really mind anywayx*. but trusting her?? i do not know.
fine. after school, i was waiting for her to pack her things. then suddenly, DHL came and asked me about history essay. after teaching him, i turned back.
*apple and *pear left le. &^%$#! they pang sehhs me.
well, then i quickly took my bag and walk out of the classroom.
walking and walking. i was all alone. i miss levina loads. it makes me feel like crying cos *apple, 1 of my close buddy, treat me like this. and i though that *pear will not leave me alone when levina is not there. i always accompany her. but i was wrong, she also pang sehh me.
when i walk walk walk, i saw *apple and *pear. during that period of time, i feel ultra sad and i miss levina damn loads.
i DAO *pear. got she made me feel so disappointed. when she get wat i meant, she apologise to me.
and i told her that she made me feel so disappointed. i though that she'll wait for me but i was wrong. then she told me that she had no choice. cos *apple kept on asking her to go with her. i start to cry that time. cos my mind is full of levina voice. *apple saw it. SHE EVEN DAO ME. duhs. fine, as i expected it.
sighhs. then *pear apologise to me. i kept quiet. when i reach the bus interchange, i told jho* the whole thing. i couldnt control me tears. i start to cryy... cos i was really very dissppointed and i miss levina deeply.
when i reached home, i sms levina. 7pages long.
after that, she promised me..................................................................
wanyun*